Characters: Reader, Wanda Maximoff, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, & Sam Wilson Clint and I have done a few missions together, so this must mean that we are going to be assigned a new mission. Finally you heard Tony say something to Nat or Bucky and the door shut, glancing up you saw Bucky was making his way towards the bed. Tony: So? Tony: Like what you did to Puny God. If you're going to die, you are going to do it right. Featured in Groups. Symptoms of a panic attack. Why do you have to be such a fucked up person? Peter's sucking in gasps of hot, stuffy air but there's not enough. Where was he? 2. At least I get to die in a beautiful place, you say to yourself. He watches the video to himself and jumps up in horror at seeing your suicide note. If you need anything you can call me. I know this might seem bad at first, but my absence will make everything better. When you reach the balcony on the roof, you sit and absorb the beautiful skyline. Maybe they all already noticed how shitty you are and they just don't care. "Hi (y/n), we're back!" says Nat. You shook your head and tried to say his nameagain,B-b-bu-bu- But Nat interrupted you, as she had figured it out. Bye (y/n), see you tomorrow if everything goes well, said Nat. We stopped at the medical center before we got back. Bruce suggestedPain thinking that maybe you had meant to sayP instead ofB,. About half way into the movie everybody is sitting quietly, a few people are even cuddling together, absorbed in the Star Wars universe. You politely excuse yourself from the movie, but everyone is too distracted to notice the distressed look on your face. @shut-it-tinman / shut-it-tinman.tumblr.com. What if Tony is lying and everybody isn't okay? You gotta laugh a little once in a while, man, its healthy. A young woman living in a small town has her bravery, strength, and loyalty tested when she sets out on a quest to locate her father after he goes missing in the woods. Appearing strong for them makes them stop worrying about you, and if they saw your wrists wrapped in gauze, they would definitely know that something was wrong. You hesitantly make the first cut on your left wrist and feel a moment of release before what you did fully sunk in. She rushed out of the room to go get Bucky who was with Steve in the other room. Her heart rate is elevated to a rather dangerous rate she is showing symptoms of a panic attack. It will take at least 3 months for you to even get the background you will need to complete, Tony has joined. Instead of a doctor to help you through your pains, you have a knife. His very breath is shaking, stuttering, he's Falling. Alright, (y/n), you know the drill by now. Chapter 2 JARVIS where the hell is (y/n)? Says Tony. They have telepathy as a power and all the avengers hold a soft spot for her/him. Its gonna be okay. All of you deserve somebody better than me, and I- I- Im just sorry for everything. What do you mean, *relatively* okay? Just get home safe. 6. Okay if you say so, you roll your eyes at him even though you know that he should be worried, except he isnt, because he doesn't know. "Bucky, what is it?" Im not fine, but you couldn't do that to your friends. !' as they circled around him. Sat on the cold tiled floor was his girlfriend (Y/n) Her chest was heaving heavily as she tried to contain herself. We arrived outside the office door at the same time; Clint held the door open for me to enter before him. But Tony waited by your door until Bucky got here, he would look back every few seconds to see if you were about to freak out again. You tuned out their voices as they kept trying to calm you down. A/N: Trans!male!reader. Trying to control your breathing as best you could, not wanting to have a panic attack in front of everyone. So awkwardly you stood there, completely frozen. You began to cry and concluded that the best way would be in a video that you could send to everyone. Youll never make it out alive. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Uh nothing. Hope you are doing well :-). (Snowstorm starting; had to abandon mission) Steve tried to get you to see a therapist the first week you moved in, and you complied, but you told the lady everything that she wanted to hear. Everything is okay. She holds you close and fall apart in her arms. Anyway, how was your mission? Every single time one of them asked if you were fine, you wanted to scream No! "Okay, Tony. Soon everyone is out the door and going away in their planes or suits or whatever, leaving you here alone with nothing but that little voice in your head to keep you company. So, I guess this is my note. Now all that's left to do is tell your closest friends, who you consider family, about your decision. I mean, Id rather not but if it shuts him up I guess its fine with me, Tony says looking straight at Steve. You carefully unwrap your bandages and to your horror you see nothing but red lines six inches up both of your arms. He could already tell you were calming down just by him being there. Now, I am all thats left, and it isn't good enough for anybody, let alone Earths Mightiest Heroes. So, now I will leave you, and maybe my family will be there waiting for me on the other side. Bruce: Well isn't that lovely. Tom found you mid panic attack one day. Thanks Nat, Im sure I will be fine. The hours are slowly creeping by, and before you know it, it is already 5:00. Everybody tried in vain to connect with you and make sure that you are fine. It has been a year since that horrible day when you lost your family. The symptoms of a panic attack usually show up without any warning and tend to peak within a few minutes. You know that this is a panic attack, and that just makes you even worse. It's cool, bug green fighting machine. This is super good! Before I try to explain to you why I am doing this to myself, there is something that each and every one of you needs to understand. Again, you nodded before another wave of sobs racked through your body and your breathing became more shallow and quick. But honestly, the scariest thought that comes to you is that someone might've seen your scars. Warnings: swearing, anxiety-induced insults, panic attacks. At this point you are still in the middle of a brutal panic attack, . Youve never seen Star Wars? 5. Everything was going to plan, until old memories hit me like the bullets ringing through the air. Honestly it's kind of draining. A few hours later, everything is done. Your. Everybody is fine, don't worry. He put his arms around you protectively and held you close to him. Share. Lastly, I am sorry for doing this to you. The thought of this only makes you sadder and more distressed, so you keep cutting. Okay? Ill talk to you tomorrow morning. I lied about the part where I said Id be fine, but the rest is true, at least. I think that I will start off with some studying about my favorite revolutionaries, then maybe Ill clean up a little bit, then I might make some food for the team for when they get back, this is gonna be great. Having a panic attack increases your likelihood of having another panic attack in the future. If you have panic disorder, you might need more interventions and must consult a psychiatrist for help. See you (y/n), well be back before you know it, replies the Captain. When you wake up in the morning, at first everything seems normal, and you actually feel kinda good. Your body clock wakes you up at 7:00, and luckily they haven't gotten back yet. That is good enough. The fact that you got to see Hamilton may or may not have had a very large influence on you. The voice inside your head telling you to kill yourself seems to be winning. You knew that little voice wasnt gonna stay away for long. "It's alright, I'm here and you'll be fine I promise", ScarletVision X Reader - Magic and Flying, Steve X (12 yrs) Reader- Parents (part 1), Steve X (12 yrs) Reader- Parents (part 2), Steve X (12 yrs) Reader- Parents (Part 3). Panic Attack (Peter Parker x Reader) 5 years ago (GIFs not mine, all credit to the owners) Warnings: Mentions of depression, Anxiety, Depression, Mentions of nightmares, Mentions of paranoia. Besides yourself, Tony took that failed mission the hardest. Oh yeah, we should be back in an hour or two, there was just a minor setback on the mission. You feel as if you just cant bring yourself to be a functioning person anymore. So now you are living with the Avengers. Lets just watch Star Wars. She runs the fastest and runs to you, only to find you curled up in a ball in a crying mess. You know that this is a panic attack, and that just makes you even worse. "I-i had a panic attack.in scared tony" She shook as Tony held onto her. I just want you to hold me., Okay, we can do that for as long as you want.. Firstly, there's nothing fun or romantic about constant panic attacks. You want Bucky, yes? She repeated, making sure she had understood what you wanted. 7.5K 155 1. by kaddaku. B-b-b-b You stuttered, trying to get his name out. Everybody is relatively okay, though. I think she just sent us her suicide note, Tony replies. At the end of the day, everybody decided to relax and have a movie night. After you are up and moving, you decide to try and get some of things done that you wanted to do yesterday. A whimper fell from your lips as you were pulled from unconsciousness by a stabbing pain in your abdomen. Are they all that afraid of me?" Suggestions? As far as they're concerned, you just miss your family, which is for the record, true, but there is so much more to the problem than that. What if somebody died? left kudos on this work! You haven't cut in months out of fear of Natasha or Tony finding out. He couldnt have done anything to protect your family, and everyone, including yourself, made sure that he knew that. Alternate, in my mind, better ending, Avengers x suicidal reader where the reader is living with the Avengers while also suffering from severe depression and anxiety, PLEASE NOTE depression and anxiety are NOT undefeatable and self harm is NEVER the answer! The deaths, your depression, everything. Ever since my family died- which also isn't your fault by the way- I just haven't been the same. Leaving the Avengers (Avengers x reader) Summary: After your boyfriend proposes you have to take the next step towards a happy and safe family life. Hes not exaggerating when he says that. These movies were my life when I was little. Bruce: ? (Snowstorm starting; had to abandon mission) The Avengers know loss, but they sure as hell don't know what it did to you. Meanwhile Tony and Steve were arguing over a movie choice. This. Chapter 4 Pairings: bucky x reader & wanda x platonic!reader. She looked up as Tony engulfed her in a large hug. Downstairs, after the message is sent, Tony checks his phone and sees your message. Her tears flowed freely down her face as she rocked herself back and forth. Chapter 1 Finale Tony ran from the black SUV not caring to leave all his paperwork behind inside. Nobody knows this, and nobody ever will. I wish I could tell you, but Fury might have my head if I do, she chuckled. "That's not it at all, Bucky! Dont you dare apologize, (y/n). He let out a sigh as he met your gaze. First, you make welcome home brownies for everyone because, cmon, who doesn't like brownies?. A year since your loving parents died. You are such an amazing, wonderful person and it pains me to know that you are hurting. That day that everything changed, you started blaming it all on yourself. If you ever need help with anything at all, I am here for you. The voice brings so many bad memories back. I guess it would be fair to say that not one of you ever met the real (y/n), you only met a fraction of who she was. You sigh deeply as you rest your head against the coolness of the refrigerator door. Tony ran from the black SUV not caring to leave all his paperwork behind inside. We just got shaken up a little bit. If you aren't comfortable with this or can't handle it, do NOT read.) Tony: If you went all Hulk on me ;D You were Tonys step niece, after all. The rest of the day went by in a blur. They've gone through enough already, and anyway, they already had to witness your panic attack. Do you hear me? Bruce waved everybody out so when Bucky got here you and him would have some privacy. Maybe if you told them, you wouldn't have to act all day, but then they might be forced to be fake for you, instead. Sliding. Now all that is left is for the Avengers to return and make all of your work worthwhile. You immediately shook your head. A year since the game completely changed. Hed spent nearly an hour in the local flower shop, which was a difficult enough journey on its own. Tony: My honey boooo ; ) You see, you have been battling depression and severe anxiety since before the attack, and losing your family didnt really help your mental state. "Who?" There is nothing that any of you could've done to stop me from my own self destruction, even if somebody managed to stop me from getting up here and jumping, I would've just done the deed a different way. Okay.. Frequent panic attacks are unlikely to happen unless it's a chronic problem, better known as panic disorder. Premiere Nerves** - Tom Hiddleston x f!teen!reader: Tom calms you down from a panic attack during the premiere. JARVIS always told Steve when Bucky would wake up from a nightmare and since you and Tony were really close, you knew JARVIS would have told him by now. I am always here for you and if you want to talk please don't hesitate to reach out to me, I do not own the Avengers (unfortunately) or you. Warnings: swearing, anxiety-induced insults, panic attacks A year since your sister was lost forever. 447 guests Acid rises up in his throat, sour and burning. Pretty funny, huh? I was just wondering if you guys are almost back? "Tell me what it feels like, darling. CACW!Fighting ScarletVision would include: Stony (ft.You and Bucky) - Dirty Never Have I Ever. Anyway, by the time you see this and process it, I will hopefully be dead. So much for actually getting things done today, you think to yourself. You said you'd be back by noon or so. You weren't expecting anyone, especially not this late. Nobody does, in fact, nobody knows about you internal struggles. Tomura Shigaraki swore under his breath for the umpteenth time in a span of ten minutes, though slightly louder than the last swore that had fallen from his scarred lips. You woke up with a start, breathing heavily. Maybe I am just meant to do this. The reader has an anxiety attack in this and is dealing with minor depression. Summary: Y/N has a panic attack during a mission, but Wanda comes to the rescue and calms Y/N down. Im fine. Instead of a shoulder to cry on, you have thoughts that tell you to kill yourself. I should probably go take off my bandages before everybody gets home. Living with the Avengers can suck sometimes. "No one on the team except you and Steve seems to trust me. Ive never heard of this Star Wars, says Thor. You grab your self defense knife that Nat gave you as a birthday present a few months ago. "T-Tony?" In its victory tour, it took away my will to live, it took away my happiness, my laughter, my everything, except maybe those self depreciating jokes and insecurities. Good, Im glad you guys are all fine. You looked up at his worn down face, confused. Nat was your other closet friend next to Tony. Totally understand if you don't get around to it, but thank . No no no you didnt do anything wrong, okay? It's supposed to be an easy mission. Tony is on the other side of the room, and couldn't help but notice how peculiar you were acting. Bucky? She asked and you nodded your head quickly, finally somebody had figured it out! K? asked Nat. Is. But don't worry! Its time for me to go now, with that you turned off the camera and sent the video to the Avengers. You poked your head and saw Bucky sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. In a blur of thoughts, you pressed record. Action - James McAvoy x f!teen!reader: You get hurt whilst doing an action scene and try to hide it in shame, but James sees right through you. he asked you. Direct orders. Request for Jo-Stark. Good morning, (y/n), how are you holding up? If you're supposed to be an assassin, you're doing a hell of a job out of it. It feels like ages before you realize how much you're bleeding. Fury sat there with two different files on his desk; he was looking out the window. Trust me; everything will be better now that I decide to kill myself. Within a moment that feeling of freedom disappeared and you faintly felt a pair of metal arms grab you as you faded into a peaceful blackness. Wow. "I'm no good at this whole, comforting thing, but I'm going to be here for you until you can shout at me to back off. You start hyperventilating and crying on the couch. After she discovers that a dreadful beast is keeping her father hostage within his castle, she trades her life for his. 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