it just used to be forever:
you and I
against the world
you laught now,
i bleed.
Its here
knocking just again
I’m numb
And I can’t think straight
I am sick. My stomach is annoyed.
My body is dry
Thus, I can’t cry.
sometimes, just at night.
What should I
Do
Or try?
Lost again
Stabbed in the back
Watch my back, watch my back!
Well then, its ok
I get it, alright
Go ahead and be!
I will make this cup dry
my lips can’t say it
so drink I may.
Dare me to retry!
That fucking dead culture
Of loving till you die.
Who am I kidding , I know
It’s just wishful thinking, alright
Let the next one come
So I can full myself
And then just become dry.
I am way more hurt
but I am whole.
– no holes
dissapointed instead
Lost again
Stabbed in the back
– watch my back, watch my back!